Dear Self,
I cannot believe that toothache can be so painful.
It can sometimes make you realise the biggest things in your life and
put you in the right perspective and frame of mind.
I have now a new friend a toothache which refuses to leave my side.
Two continous nights of pain and suffering. I cannot wait to sleep peacefully again.
If it is tooth extraction then so be it.
The tooth made me realise the importance of medical facilities in the country.
I had always thought like the so many Indians that UK would be much more advanced than many other
countries in the world.
It would promise you the best on the medical front.
Unfortunately where do you even get a chance to see the best.
The last time i was late for my appointment by 5 minutes my dentist refused to see me.
The second that i went running into emergency dental treatment I have been stripped off
£130 for just a xray which was not even required perhaps and no treatment.
I have been called back for a treatment of £290.
If I combine the two it would give me the fare for a roundtrip to BOM and back to LON.
Amazing the value that India offers today.
Many people visit India in sheer need for medical attention. We might still be a developing
country and poor on front of seeing stadium but definetely leading in medical facilities today.
I guess its not for nothing that today they want Indian doctors everywhere in the world.
What I realised spiritually is the importance of the human body and soul.
The more we nurture it care for it the longer it will take us.
Still dont know hoe many more nights to go before I sleep.
31 December 2010
31 October 2010
Dear Self,
I know you are getting very tired..and slowly and slowly have begun to start wondering where all this will end and where all this will take me..
I know that you want to break the cycle and get away...
I know that you want to be loved and made to feel good...
I know today you are lying awake at nights thinking whether there will be one day of peace and the sun will finally shine on you..
I know self you are turning 36 soon and you do not still know whether that is good or bad..
The days are passing and very quickly I am beginning to believe that it will take a lot more effort than the one I have put into you self.
London has started to get cold again. Its beginning to make its feel by the chill in the air..
The sun is shining a lot less and the days seem to be growing shorter.. and more depressing..
And I know that you are really worried about the changes that have been there recently and in recent past...
For the moment you would want it to go slow so that you could take a bit of rest...
A rest where you really dont have to think or secure yourself but only rest,,,
I know you are getting very tired..and slowly and slowly have begun to start wondering where all this will end and where all this will take me..
I know that you want to break the cycle and get away...
I know that you want to be loved and made to feel good...
I know today you are lying awake at nights thinking whether there will be one day of peace and the sun will finally shine on you..
I know self you are turning 36 soon and you do not still know whether that is good or bad..
The days are passing and very quickly I am beginning to believe that it will take a lot more effort than the one I have put into you self.
London has started to get cold again. Its beginning to make its feel by the chill in the air..
The sun is shining a lot less and the days seem to be growing shorter.. and more depressing..
And I know that you are really worried about the changes that have been there recently and in recent past...
For the moment you would want it to go slow so that you could take a bit of rest...
A rest where you really dont have to think or secure yourself but only rest,,,
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