Did i say that

Iam fed up of hearing the same thing all the time .... From my friends..and i am so dissapointed with most of them who have neither stuck to what they have said, nor to who they areor thry believed they were

Driven

I have been driven to think thatit might not happen for me..
Lets see... I dont have much hope...learning how to drive is more difficult then driving after many years

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Realisation

I have realised today that its impt to finish tAsks

Good night

I am floating.... In a world of no hope..what there is to be imagined.. Seems pointless

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Date 31st January 2011

Have been wanting to write for a long time..Havent had a chance yet..

Things have changed so much ever since I wrote last..
A new job and a trip back home is looking very positive..looking forward to meet everyone and sleep at home.
Drive my car and also watch lot of movies, most importantly see the sunshine...feel the warm weather..
Went for a Zumba class today...it was my first and was good..realised that I have put on weight..and so much weight that I find it difficult to lift my feet off the ground while dancing...i know i can dance well but my moves have become slow..
heavier steps....

I have decided that like AMelie I am going to keep a journal for myself and be happy and never think about the fact that I am alone and I have no one to share my thoughts with or to understand me..and maybe one day patience will pay...and I will also have a secret person with whom I will speak my mind and I will find love...

Today I bought my tickets on "EK".. I wanted to fly to Mumbai via Dubai..and see what the Dubai Airport is like and when I return also I have plenty of time on the airport..I am planning to buy really good things when I fly home this time for everyone and my friends.
Yesterday I watched two good movies and I dont want to finish without mentioning them..Amal and Amelie..Contrasting but both memorable..

Lots to learn from both the movies...
Simple joys of life are so many and still we long for it...feel love deprived sometimes and feel that I wish I simply could find a friend I could hold and hug and sleep..
I often have pictured myself holding my man and sitting on a bench as I grew old...and there was just one that I imagined,,,unfortunately he never imagines me sitting next to him...
I miss him in my life and by my side...
I thank God for everything and showing me the day that I can travel peacefully to India and enjoy my holidays..